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Sleepless nights, raining thoughts bury me inside my mind
Sleepless nights, raining thoughts bury me inside my mind
Faded memories haunting down
Nameless faces drifting apart
No use trying to recognize
They melt into the darkness now
All my will, pushed away
I regret living as a nameless corpse
When I could be much better off dead
Rusty scenes display in front of my eyes
My attempt to forget, rejected by my hate
Looking into myself, all I see is regret
My attempt to forget, rejected by my hate
Looking into myself, all I see is regret
Melting faces fading away
A broken memory leaving me in its wake
Standing still and gazing into nothing
Head so empty, aching like a bonecrack
Recalls sending me to my early grave
Futures pushing me back to my old slates
"Go back where you belong, never turn back"
Echoes in my mind, I cannot forget
With shaking legs I walk towards my end
Trying to hold misery with my bare hands
I heard myself screaming out in fury
All I've found is my own corpse to bury
Digging deeper down to forget it all
Haunted by an ache that will never go away from me
It just goes on and on
The ache just won't stop
Melting faces fading away
A broken memory leaving me in its wake
Standing still and gazing into nothing
Head so empty, aching like a bonecrack
Recalls sending me to my early grave
Future's pushing me back to my old slates
"Go back where you belong, never turn back"
Echoes in my mind, I cannot forget
With shaking legs I walk towards my end
Trying to hold misery with my bare hands
I heard myself screaming out in fury
All I've found is my own corpse to bury
I have buried myself as deep as I can
But the ache just won't stop
It tries to take the hold of me
The ache just won't stop
It goes on and on
The ache just won't stop
It goes on and on
The ache just won't stop
It goes on and on
The ache just won't stop
It goes on and on
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The choice is up to you
You were the lost one pleading,
Broken, begging for aid and seeking
For a place within this world
Where you can feel at peace within yourself
The answer received does not please
The flaming ones turned into enemies
Strangers to your nature and hostile to your kind
You’re begging them for mercy, but it you will not find
Suffering’s inherent in the place and in their minds
Infectious, seditious, malevolent and vicious
Intoxicating elements attract your broken life
Now you're under the spell
Now you're under the spell
Now you're under the spell
What are you going to do
The only thing between you and the revenge you crave
Is the willingness to hasten your return to your grave
Infectious, seditious, malevolent and vicious
Intoxicating elements attract your broken life
The only thing between you and the revenge you crave
Is the willingness to hasten your return to the grave
The only thing between you and the revenge you crave
Is the willingness to hasten your return to the grave
The choice is up to you
Make it what you will
The answer received does not please
The flaming ones turned into enemies
Strangers to your nature and hostile to your kind
You’re begging them for mercy, but it you will not find
Suffering’s inherent in the place and in their minds
Mercy, never go
What you’ve become
What you bestowed on
The ones you hate, the ones you love
And the one you are? The one above
He will bury your word
He’ll bury your words
He will bury your words
They never will be heard again
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Minns du mig
Hör du mig
Såg du mig gå
Jag var alltid vid din sida
Jag fick livet att fortskrida
Jag var din enda vän
Jag bar på sanningen
Men du vände dig bort igen
Förtrollad av en skärm
Du glömde bort vår pakt
Fylld av självförakt
Och sen börjar det om igen
Vid din sida
Jag ej längre skrida
Och mörkret blev din vän
Det döljer sanningen
Nu är du i dess makt
Fylld av självförakt
Så var nu på din vakt
Jag var ditt minnes röst
Jag bar din inre tröst
[English]
Do you remember me
Do you hear me
Did you see me walk away
I was always by your side
I made your life proceed
I was your only friend
I carried the truth within
But you turned away again
Enchanted by a screen
You forgot about our pact
Filled with self loathing
And then it starts all over again
By your side
I no longer pace
And darkness became you friend
It hides the truth within
You're in its power now
Filled with self loathing
So be on your guard
I was the voice of your memory
I carried your comfort within
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O' soul dancer, I bare my wares on my sleeves
Deep within the forest's core
Alongside distrustful faces with scorn
Marching along with unified intent
The hex of my past a goal of urgent prevention
Existing as your sitting bitch to take the fall
Playing Judas only gets you so far
Your crown of barbed wire is unraveling
I’m not resistant to hate
The blame's not on me, but how quickly it changed
Hex on thy name, oh shit, you shall pay
Sit in your wake, my malice overtakes
Wait 'til I redefine pain
Approaching the palace of blackened magic
Mania, havoc, my mind is so vile
Revenge and obsession, it’s festered awhile
Remember this tale as I lay on the tile
Soul dancer surround, my tongue spit fallacies
“None the wiser” I thought, 'til these bitches circumvent me
The eyes of the panther, they stalk me
I lie
None the wiser to my mistakes
Everything seems to go my way
I’m the soul taker, remember all those times
When I stole all his wealth and wares
And that belt lock, it tightens
“Learn equality”, vision darkened
“You’re the enemy.”
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I have no idea
How long it has been
Since I’ve been fighting
Whatever this is
There seems to be no end
And I have no sense of where I am
Beyond the known, in this black ocean
Where no god dares reach out its hand
Where no god dares
Reach out its hand
I am a shorn lamb, caught in the wind
Engulfed by electric shrouds
Of magnetic particle clouds
Then, incomprehensible hues
Subdue me with no sound
Crashing, after what felt like a dream
I wake to an impossible green
How did I get here
I’ve been searching for years
Searching to no avail
Finding places that can’t support
A selfish species that ruined their last world
I don’t know how long it’s been
Or if anyone knows where I am
I just don’t understand
I am lost and stranded
This all seems so familiar
Yet oh so different
There’s a feeling at my gut
But I can’t place it
Is my mind playing tricks on me
How is this even real
Plastic vestiges
Charred alloys
And ruins that reveal
There is only one thing
One creature that could
Create such horrors
And I am one
Where no
God dares
Reach out
Its hand
And as night falls
I can feel eyes watching
Tracing my steps
I know I’m not alone
Home was never
A place I missed
Until now
Why am I continuing
When it’s so obvious
A rift in time space
Has lead and left me here
I am the shorn lamb
Caught in the winds
Left with what it means to be
Human
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[FeedAlexBacon]
I have been terrified
Every waking moment of this godforsaken life
Bound and immobilized
Will I be forced to witness my love decay to time
Let all creation sing
It's all so horrifying
It's getting closer
Closer to being over
Buried down somewhere in an old cemetery
There is a future coming soon for me
Metamorphose, return to dirt
I will shed all that can be hurt
When, when does it end
The clock keeps ticking, I can't control the hands
When, when did I begin
To think that any of this is permanent
There's nothing solid to cling to
[Bokeh Heights]
I've been terrified
Every waking moment of this godforsaken life
Bound and immobilized
Will I be forced to witness my love decay to time
[FeedAlexBacon]
Buried down somewhere in an old cemetery
There is a future coming soon for me
Metamorphose, return to dirt
I will shed all that can be hurt
When does it end
The clock keeps ticking, I can't control the hands
When did I begin to think I could
This is all nothing
This is all nothing
This is all nothing
This is all nothing
This is all nothing
Does erasure end comfort or suffering
This is all me
This is all nothing
I am already that which I seek
This is all nothing
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Memories left behind
Scratching inside my mind
I'll never be alone
With them inside my soul
Let me be
All alone
Inside these
Walls of woe
No escaping, no one's hearing
All the screams that I've been howling
Howling into myself just to
Find why I feel suffocated
All I see is timeline of
My progress and how ruined it is
Dimming all of the lights, blinding both of my eyes
Hitting my head to walls, wishing my brain falls off
Lay me to rest, I can not take all the thinking
I need a new page and I need some breathing
I can't let go of me
I can't let go of myself
Despite the haunting of the past
And I'll find myself again
Going back and forth between life and death
As I feel the both sides embracing my soul
Taking the steps to reach my end
Whether it awaits me or not
People I've left behind
Living inside my mind
I choose to be alone
Embrace my vagrant soul
Let me be
All alone
Inside this
Eternity
I feel the wind taking me to the place I always belonged
Leave me here all alone to feel the silence I can't recall
Leave me here in my grave
Lighting all of the lights, open up both my eyes
Climbing back to the walls, hoping I won't fall off
Crawling to the surface to stop all the thinking
I've found a new page and now I am breathing
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Come by
My friend
Come by
My old friend
Come by, my old friend
Come by
Come from far end places in the mind
Never certain who's behind
It never grows old
When all that was
Is retrieved from memory
Cognitive interference intervenes
Remember your dreams
Recall the archaic presence
Remember who you are
In this dream
I recall memories I was told
In this dream
I was young
For so long, high above
In this dream
I was young
For so long, high above
Come from far end places in the mind
Never certain who's behind
We'll never be again
I recall your presence
I recall your presence
I recall your presence
I remember who I am
When we fall into oblivion
All is gone
We are dreaming
We are breathing
We are screaming
Memories
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Time, time slips away
A fleeting embrace
Moments entwined in a restless chase
Fading the echoes of days long past
In the hourglass of memories embraced
Fractured visions, fragments unfold
In the tapestry of stories untold
A symphony of the forgotten years
Shadows, conquering fears
In the whirlwind of moments left behind
The sands of time, relentless, flow
Yet the past's tendrils refuse to let go
Through the labyrinth of mind's eye's we roam
Seeking the lights in the corridor
Notion of home
Shadows dance upon the walls
Recollections in empty halls
Faces fade, names decay
Yet in our essence
They forever stay
The hourglass drains
Relentless and true
Yet it's the journey that brings the view
Bitter taste of silence
I’m soon gonna find it
If it is over, I'mma refuse to go
In the pages of time, they're so burned
The essence of life, fleeting smile
To the wreckage of time
Destroy what’s lost
And we stand tall
Innocence double-crossed
As the dawn one day breaks strong
Deceived by a heart that supposed to love
Don't wanna say no more
Don't wanna say no more
For old time's sake
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[Wes Morgan]
Reclaim lost knowledge
Buried in the depths of despair I cannot quite grasp
Defined grains uniform without exception
I fear malevolence visits me unwelcome
She manipulates the diseased
A star burns out
Sacrificed in me without
Doubting twice
We can be restored
To a state that we’ve coveted for so long
We will place ourselves in prisons unfathomable
Luminescent chains
Binding all in the world that remains
That memory is all but lost to me
[Sean Murray]
A primal call splits my being
A schism between the hunt for blood and clinging to sanity
Soon devolving to an empty husk of instinct
I forsake the remnant dregs of humanity
Harken, vestigial rage and wrath
My soul again to tread your path
Human intellect in atrophy
Rend the contract that preserves the weak
The pyrite prophets, weak and the hypocrites
I will soon consume your being
The howl of nature precedes your meager gods
Predates them as I must you
Invocations of days long past
Raise the blood cloth upon the mast
The stagnant air gives way to a silent breeze
That bears the scent, the terror of a new age
[Wes Morgan]
Breed predators to conquer my kind
And slaughter the boundary of divine
Professional prey
Artificial food chain
Professionals engaged in hiding away
Hiding away, away from me
A cemetery for memories and dreams
For memories and dreams
A star burns out
Sacrificed in me without
Doubting twice
We can be restored
To a state that we’ve coveted for so long
We will place ourselves in prisons unfathomable
Luminescent chains
Binding all in the world that remains
That memory is all but lost to me
Breed predators to conquer my kind
And slaughter the boundary of divine
Professional prey
Artificial food chain
Professionals hiding away
From the cemetery
They lead with lies
And trap you in the light
Dissolved identity in lost memory
My lungs take in ethereal waters
Have you broken down
Have you forgotten how to see
Have you forgotten how to be
Are you inside of me
Or are you free
Are you free, you free
Memory
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[Anthony Damitio]
I cross my heart when you cross my mind
You're the only drug that I can't decline
You're a lethal dose, and I'm on you tonight
Your medicine straight into my brain
And I'm suffering but I don't feel pain
Now I'm fucked up but I don't want to get clean
So if you see me in the streets
And I don't seem well
Don't rescue me
And if I'm crying out for help
And I don't look like myself
Don't rescue me
Don't rescue me
[Sean Murray]
Leave it alone
I'll be fine without you
Don't be my salvation
I'm not yours to rescue
Out of time, I can't fight, don't look my way
The seeds I've sown are mine alone, the growing pain
Long since the light shined on my face
Lost cause, so don't cross my path
Don't rescue me
Don't come too close
I'm not yours to save
Please look away
[Anthony Damitio]
I cross my heart when you cross my mind
You're a million thoughts at a million miles
And I was just another out to kill
And I fucked up when I let you in
But the past is past, no one's innocent
But either way, I can't let you go
Under my skin
Play with my head
Under my skin
Play with my head
Please don't rescue me
Don't rescue me
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You've been gone for quite a while
Dust collects on the memory of your smile
Like photo frames that fade with age
Though I tried to keep them in the shade
I search my mind to tally up
All the things about you I once knew
And when I'm done, I fitfully sleep
In the bitter absence of you
Where you are, I can't see
Can you find your way back to me
Are you lost? I'm in the dark
Fearing that we are forever apart
Every day, another thought of then
Goes drifting from my head
Each time recalling less
And longer in between
But I don't want to forget
I don't want to forget
I will try to keep my vigil
And you my flickering flame
Am I lost to the dark without you
Will this flame fade to nothing
As a statue of marble
Wrought in the dusk
I ponder the fading sun
Wishing its glow to engrave itself upon me
In its beauty, all the more contempt
The light spurns my plea, now doomed to forget
Crawling feebly from the grasp of sleep
My last memory of you is soon to release
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Vicious (Instrumental)
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Synth Chris Moscow, Idaho
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